groho

9:59AM

I JUST found out that ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS are granted in state tuition in the state of virginia when i am forced to pay $20,000 a year. fuck u immigrants i officially hate you all.

7:39PM

I'm just stupid. Plain and Simple. Stupid stupid stupid.

1:32AM

this is my school not his. not cool.

9:09PM

 what if i screw up school again? i cant just keep starting over

1:47PM - no fuckin car

i crashed my car last night and because my dad fuckin didnt tell me what collision was i dont get a cent for it and its totaled. so i spent over$2500 on a car two months ago for fuckin nothing. i want to die.

10:03AM - where in the world is carmen san diego?

thats what i think of while im here. haa but either way its like eighty degrees and its ten am. im pretty sure ive already adjusted to the time difference...early either way. haha

effin a im in cali :D

12:52AM - oh boy

i like hillary but what about obama?

2:51AM - hahahahahahahahahhaha

here in pennsylvania we dont have any snow hahahahaha

5:07PM

didnt i come here to do something good with my life?

11:41AM - times change

on saturday i got mad drunk and threw up. i called my dad crying that i wanted to go home and eat mighty.

today i sat with the pi kap's and the kid goes PARTY GIRL. yeah thats me. they were like ive never seen anyone grind someone into a fridge harder. ha. yeah i passed the fuck out mad early. i feel bad for my dad, he was really worried about me. 
i'm having fun with my roommate and the frat that we befriended and a few
people around the dorm
I've already begun to slack on my homework, yeah second week. 

i got a job at ruby tuesday and i was supposed to have orientation tomorrow morning,
on my way back my brakes completely went
so i look like an asshole canceling and having to reschedule
its gonna b a pretty difficult job to start having every thing to rememebr
especially the alcohol but i hope i make more money
to pay my tuition, yeah $2.40 waitress min. wage INSANE

I dont understand how my actions are mistaken for hurtful.

i guess it's time to move on. friendships arent worth shit are they?

7:50PM - goodbye for now

Current mood: intimidated

11:20PM - Anybody?

so if anyone has a couple thousand dollars i could borrow id very much appreciate it. i am -4000 and have a week to work it out.

i guess college, here i dont come.

3:51PM - two weeks

two weeks from yesterday i start school. thats if i can get the last $4000 in loans i need.  no one in my family will/can sign for me. so now i have to depend on someone elses help to get the loan.

thats fuckin lame.

i went to a city honors party last night.

i got into  a fight with leah the other day because well she really looks down to me so fuck her.

my roommate is really cool even tho i think i scared her with my drunken texts last night.

i really cant wait for college. i hope things will be more chill.

less drama hopefully. less hurt for me? maybe.

i am hungry.

Current mood: hungry

12:47AM - mob mentality

so i cant fathom in any way how 6 people especially laura and stacey can hate me. i have spent the entirity of the past seven months with them. every memory i have over all of 2006 involves stacey in some way.

now she hates me.

i may b  a selfish person, i will not deny that, but i never did anything with the intention of hurting anyone. i cared about my friends. i do things that mayb i shouldnt and say things that mayb i shouldnt but everyone does.

i tried to b the mature person and i just gave up and said goodbye.

5:21PM

is there anything i can do to make it up to you?

9:06PM - new york .....

10:03PM - new hair

12:10AM - hospital

my dads in the hospital one more fun thing to worry about.

3:42PM - wow ... that came out of nowhere right?? haha

You Are a New School Democrat

You like partying and politics - and are likely to be young and affluent. You're less religious, traditional, and uptight than most Democrats. Smoking pot, homosexuality, and gambling are all okay in your book. You prefer that the government help people take care of themselves.

4:19PM - Prom

so i might have a prom date.